nothing to do about the dolldrums

I am feeling really down today. Just a sad, self-effacing and pessimistic mood. I think I am going to spend a little time in the park this evening. Zoning out, people watching, maybe read. I don't know. I need distraction. I need to get away from life. These are the times when it's really hard that my best friends are spread across the world. I'd give anything to have Lindsay here right now.